Mixed Messages




True fictions from real life. Pretty much, David is me. These stories—these events—they really happened.


May for December --- how I came to date May, for December.

How Sophie Got Put Down --- we had to put our dog down. I wanted to be there. I wanted to watch it.

The Blue Feeling --- an exploration of interiority. Love doesn't trump all. Puzzling out the interplay between her mind and his, and the fictions in-between.

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